Sunday, October 16, 2011

today i want to talk about..HIM

humm tetiba rasa nak tulis pasal ni.. dah lama dah rasa tapi xkesampaian je..huhu

i'm having a lot of problems here.. tmbh2 lagi in building a relationship..

lately sgt jeles bila tgok kwn2 ada someone that they can rely on..

seriously, nak satuuuu huhu

tapi bila pikir2 balik..xkan la nak accept seseorg bcause of that

xkan la nak terima dia sbb sunyi..

taknak... nak terima seseorg tu just only for one reason

because i love him

i want to accept someone that i can respect

someone i am comfortable with

someone i can play with

someone i can be cute with

bukannye sy xbersyukur ada mereka2 yg tertentu disisi..

it's just that.. we did not match..:(

they r adorable..

they r perfect..but not for imperfect me...

there are big gaps between us

huhu so at last ..tetap sendiri





Thursday, May 12, 2011

sedikit luahan hati..hahaha

setelah sekian lama tidak menulis memandgkan laptop rosak..
hari ni nak tulis jugak something :))

sedar xsedar da habes pun 2 tahun stadi medik
xsenang..mmg xpenah sng..
dari first day tahun satu smpai last day tahun dua..
wktu first year dulu sgt tension sbb mslh hati n perasaan..
ahahaha sounds weird n emo pelik je
tapi nak uat cmana remaja la katakan..haha
bila hati da ok sikit, da boleh melupakan org2 tertentu
mslh kwn pulak dtg..huhu xhabes2 mslh
uhuk2 memang mencabar keimanan dan kesabaran
rasa xnak hidup
rasa xnak pi kelas
rasa nak kluar medik
n so on n so forth

tapi ada jugak la yg hepi2..hehe
wktu bergelak ketawa bersama Ami, SuperSerai, MRS H, Ira Topek...
hahahaha sedar xsedar makin rapat
agak masuk gitu
sgt2 appreciate ur kindness towards me T-T
n menemani di kala sunyi sepi.. wuuuu kumawoooooo
n ada seseorg yg mmbntu menceriakan hari..
haha as a friend, i will miss u damn much
just want u to know, that if i dont have u by my side in the classroom,
i wont be here anymore..
heeee <3 u r the best laughing mate in this world!!
n someone helping from a farfaraway land..
still thank you very much..
for ur prayers, n ur words
it meant so much to me :))

dgn bntuan2 mereka diatas,
dptlah sy menamatkan second year ini dgn baik
thank you all!!!

i LOVE you


u raised me up to more than i can be

i am so lucky to have u all in my life

lots of L>O>V>E